The Hidden Splendor ~ 02

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event type discourse
date & time 13 Mar 1987 am
location Chuang Tzu Auditorium, Pune
language English
audio Available, duration 1h 27min. Quality: good.
Live music after the discourse.
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video Available, duration 1h 37min. Quality: good.
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shorttitle SPLEND02
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synopsis
Reader of the questions: Sw Anand Vimal.
Question 1 from Sw Prem Christo
Beloved Osho, over the past twelve years since I met you, as flowers of joy and meditation have opened in my heart, I've also been aware of a dark shadow waiting by the side, ready to strangle my growth, and imprison me in it's cold grip. Sometimes it has been only half-seen, sometimes almost absent. Now, in the last month, it has leaped with colossal force to the front of my consciousness and revealed itself as my jealousy and resentment. I am so jealous and resentful of the people around me whom I see as close to you and more privileged than me. I feel like I'm drowning in this darkness. If I can keep it back in the day, it comes in the night. Please, Osho, kick me out of this space. My own light feels so small and helpless.
Question 2 from Nishigandha
Beloved Osho, my mind, the monster, distracts me even when I'm sitting in discourse. It simply takes over and thinks all sorts of silly thoughts and by the time discourse is over I get the feeling I missed another golden opportunity to be with you, drink from you, tune in with you. This leaves me very, very sad. What can I do?


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