The Rebel ~ 03

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event type discourse
date & time 2 Jun 1987 am
location Chuang Tzu Auditorium, Pune
language English
audio Available, duration 1h 32min. Quality: good.
Live music after the discourse.
online audio
video Available, duration 1h 36min. Quality: good, but a slight constant audio-noise.
online video
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online text find the PDF of this discourse
shorttitle REBEL03
notes
synopsis
Reader of the questions: Ma Prem Maneesha.
Question 1 from Anand Somen
Beloved master, I see you here every day, so radiant, so full of light, so far away from the everyday reality of my life. You are a shining beacon showing the way, and the possibility of something more that can happen in me. Years ago, here with you, I used to feel that enlightenment was just around the corner. Now it seems a million miles away. It doesn't seem to matter really any more: each day seeing you again is enough in itself.
Master, is this whole idea of 'enlightenment' just another device? I don't really know what to believe anymore. You, your presence, and the tears in my eyes are all I have.
Question 2 from Sw Milarepa
Beloved master, the other night, I could have sworn I saw a man reading a newspaper in Anando's room during the discourse. Was I just seeing things?
Question 3 from Shunyo
Beloved master, when I meditate I am sometimes aware of a desire to faint or pass out. This desire used to be behind drinking alcohol or taking drugs, although they always failed.
Am I a seeker simply out of a desire for oblivion?


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