The New Dawn ~ 02

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event type discourse
date & time 19 Jun 1987 am
location Chuang Tzu Auditorium, Pune
language English
audio Available, duration 1h 41min. Quality: good.
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shorttitle DAWN02
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Reader of the questions: Ma Prem Maneesha.
Question 1 from Premda
Beloved Osho, for the past three months, I have been working physically quite hard in the garden. I loved the work very much, and I felt deeply connected to you. It was as if your creativity and grace were blissfully flowing through me. But somehow in the last few weeks, I have fallen out of this beautiful space and I have seen a lot of old ghosts turning up again: impatience, competitiveness, perfectionism, lots of anger and seriousness. Simultaneously, I very painfully experienced my being less connected with you, to whom I have felt so close and who allowed me to be so close.
While writing this I cannot contain my tears. What went wrong? Soon I have to leave but I don't want to leave with this burden. Please, beloved, help me, and show me where I missed, so that I can leave in joy and peace and carry you with me in my heart.
Question 2 from Shanti Vikalpa
Beloved Osho, the white cloud is now an experience. The whole world changed the moment I let go. Existence takes care, and life is an adventure. So this way of life -- no nationality, no house, no society -- is tremendously rich and beautiful inside. The outer world seems sometimes like a bad dream. Everywhere I go I am a problem for people, and everywhere there are houses in which there is somebody who says, "This is my house." Many are afraid of dropping their masks, but happiness is my blessing.
Thank you, Osho, for creating me. As your lover now, in this reality, my character has become like yours. Wherever I go, it feels you go there -- or Shiva, or Krishna. This is my real family. Is everything okay with me, Osho?
Question 3 from Divyam Mayo
Beloved Osho, when I look inside myself, I catch a glimpse of what seems like centuries of conditioning. I feel that I certainly will not become enlightened, although others might. Is this attitude a natural mistrust? Is this attitude a habit I have to break? Osho, will this attitude prevent me from becoming enlightened? Please, shower some light on me.
Question 4 from Indradhanu
Beloved Osho, life is so exciting when I am open to each moment and not asking where it is going to take me next. The problems disappear and nothing can harm me. The moment my mind comes in saying, "watch out!" the fear arises and life looks dangerous, and I take only calculated steps. How can I remain with the relaxed, joyful, and trusting experience?


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