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= स्वामी आनंद रुद्र =
(Rudy Vogelsang)
(Rudy Vogelsang)
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:Hi folks,
:While I was still at university, I met Osho in 1977 and then lived on and off in Sannyas communes until Osho died.
"Then remains the subtlest kind of ego -- ego number three. You start thinking that you are a soul, a self. That too is false. Look into that too! And you will be surprised that when you look into yourself, you find vast emptiness and nothing else. Even the self is not found. The guests have disappeared, and suddenly you see that even the host is no more there. The guest and the host were all ghosts; they have all disappeared. Silence remains, utter silence, no sound -- neither of the guest nor of the host. All dialogue has stopped, all turmoil disappeared. There is utter emptiness, nothingness."
:Since the early 80ies I spent most of my time programming computers.
:::Our body is made of 70 trillion cells and is host to 40 trillion bacteria, 400 trillion viruses and 1 ego.
Osho, [[Zen The Path of Paradox Vol 3 ~ 09]]
:"This has been my observation, that people who meditate, pray, seek and search for the truth are more prone to neurosis than other people. And the reason is: they are concerned with themselves too much, too egocentric, just continuously thinking of this and that, this block, that block, this anger, that sadness, headache, backache, stomach, legs... they are continuously moving inside. They are never okay, they cannot be, because the body is a vast phenomenon and many things go on.
:And if nothing is happening then too they are worried: why is nothing happening? And immediately they have to create something because that has become their constant business, occupation; otherwise they feel lost. What to do? Nothing is happening! How is it possible that nothing is happening to me? They feel their ego only when something is happening -- maybe it is depression, sadness, anger, an illness, but if something is happening they are okay, they can feel themselves."
:Osho, [[And the Flowers Showered ~ 10]]
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;phones
;phones
:Signal: best contact me via [https://signal.org Signal]
:Online: call me via [https://signal.org Signal] or Apple Facetime
:Facetime: works only if you have an iPhone
:Mobile: +49 175-8121-569 (Germany)
:Mobile: +49 175-8121-569 (Germany)
:Mobile: +61 404-500-765 (Australia)
;email
;email
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;websites
:[http://sannyas.org sannyas.org - the sannyas wiki] (comes back here)
:[http://sannyas.wiki sannyas.wiki] (yes, this one)
:[http://osho.wiki osho.wiki] (this one too;)
;see also
:[http://www.facebook.com/Rudy.Vogelsang Rudra on facebook]
:[[Artron Studios]]
:: <gallery widths=300px heights=200px >
Image:rudra01.jpg | 1st Arrival Darshan, Poona 1 (1979) ~ notice the distance... i still stink of the west ;)
Image:rudra02.jpg | Energy Darshan with Vivek, Poona 1 (1979)
Image:rudra03.jpg | Energy Darshan with Vivek, Poona 1 (1979)
Image:rudra04.jpg | Leaving Darshan, Poona 1 (1979) ~ i get my box ;)
Image:rudra06.jpg | Energy Darshan, Poona 1 (1980) ~ this is what it looks like when ''Nothingness'' ... is all that's left ...
</gallery>
"Then remains the subtlest kind of ego -- ego number three. You start thinking that you are a soul, a self. That too is false. Look into that too! And you will be surprised that when you look into yourself, you find vast emptiness and nothing else. Even the self is not found. The guests have disappeared, and suddenly you see that even the host is no more there. The guest and the host were all ghosts; they have all disappeared. Silence remains, utter silence, no sound -- neither of the guest nor of the host. All dialogue has stopped, all turmoil disappeared. There is utter emptiness, nothingness."
Osho, [[Zen The Path of Paradox Vol 3 ~ 09]]
Latest revision as of 03:24, 12 April 2024
(Rudy Vogelsang)
"Then remains the subtlest kind of ego -- ego number three. You start thinking that you are a soul, a self. That too is false. Look into that too! And you will be surprised that when you look into yourself, you find vast emptiness and nothing else. Even the self is not found. The guests have disappeared, and suddenly you see that even the host is no more there. The guest and the host were all ghosts; they have all disappeared. Silence remains, utter silence, no sound -- neither of the guest nor of the host. All dialogue has stopped, all turmoil disappeared. There is utter emptiness, nothingness."
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